You carry with you, around you , in you , the atmosphere created by your actions, and if what you do is beautiful, good and harmonious, your atmosphere is beautiful, good and harmonious. On the other hand, if you live in a sordid selfishness, unscrupulous self-interest, ruthless bad will, that is what you will breath every moment of your life and that means misery, constant uneasiness. It means ugliness that despairs of its own ugliness.